shalin is a FREAKO

Simplicity

2007-12-10T17:25:00.000+08:00

Simplicity is the property, condition, or quality of being simple or un-combined. It often denotes purity or clarity. Simple things are usually easier to explain and understand than complicated ones. Simplicity can mean freedom from hardship, effort or confusion. It may also refer to a simple living lifestyle.

2007-11-05T17:28:00.000+08:00

NOthing interesting is happening these days...

2007-10-28T14:03:00.000+08:00

Results are out... they're brilliant... and i am soo glad... never been this gay before... i have been successful in the promotion to sec 2 express... but the sad thing is... my application to become a councillor had been turn down... during the interview... i was so dumbfounded that i can't seem to answer any of the questions properly... i think that is why the teachers whom had interviewed me didn't think that i am ready to become a councillor... poor thing... never mind about that... at least i had gotten good results... i came in second in class... and fifth in the whole of sec 1 express in christ church secondary... amazing... for me cause its my greatest achievement so far... and then the next thing i knew... life goes on as it is meant to be...

2007-10-19T14:13:00.000+08:00

Its hari raya... muslims visit relatives from house to house... asking for forgiveness for all the wrongs that they had done... not only that... the advantage is... children get a collection of duit raya! during this time... the muslims have the opportunity to catch up with friends and relatives too...
But for me... I am just awaiting for the results of end-of-year examinations... fear is now overtaking me... creating unpleasant thoughts... Ahhh... fed-up lah!

Can't Believe It's Over...

2007-10-09T10:36:00.000+08:00

Oh... I just can't believe its over... Exams off the list... Results positioned at the top... How i hope i could have done better...

2007-10-05T20:28:00.000+08:00

After all you put me through
You'd think I'd despise you
But in the end
I want to thank you
'Cause you made me that much stronger

When I, thought I knew you
Thinking, that you were true
I guess I, I couldn't trust
Called your bluff, time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were, there by my side
Always, down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mmhmm
After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
Ohh, ohh, ohh, ohhhh, ohh-yeah ah uhhhuh

Never, saw it coming
All of, your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game
I heard, you're going around
Playing the victim now
But don't, even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave
After all of the fights and the lies
Yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore
Uh, no more, oh no, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down
So I wanna say thank you
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
How could this man I thought I knew
Turn out to be unjust so cruel
Could only see the good in you
Pretended not to see the truth
You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself
Through living in denial
But in the end you'll seeYOU-WON'T-STOP-ME

I am a fighter and I
I ain't goin' stop
There is no turning back
I've had enough
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Thought I would forget
But I rememberI remember
I'll remember, I'll remember
Thought I would forget
But I rememberI remember
I'll remember, I'll remember
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

2007-10-02T13:36:00.001+08:00

EXAMS finally Here!!! Yeah! I just love exams... So Called...

2007-09-26T15:01:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna make you bend and break
(It sends you to me without wait)
Say a prayer but let the good times roll
In case God doesn't show
(Let the good times roll, let the good times roll)
And I want these words to make things right
But it's the wrongs that make the words come to life
"Who does he think he is?"
If that's the worst you got
Better put your fingers back to the keys

Been looking forward to the future
But my eyesight is going bad
And this crystal ball
It's always cloudy except for
When you look into the past
(look into the past)
One night stand
(one night stand off)

LOST

2007-09-26T14:49:00.000+08:00

I can't believe it's over

I watched the whole thing fall

And i never saw the writing that was on the wall

If i only knew

The days were slipping past

That the good things never last

That you were crying

Summer turned to winter

And the snow it turned to rain

And the rain turned into tears upon your face

I hardly recognized the girl you are today

And god i hope it's not too late

It's not too late'

Cause you are not alone

I'm always there with you

And we'll get lost together

Till the light comes pouring through

'Cause when you feel like you're done

And the darkness has won

Babe, you're not lost

When your world's crashing down

And you can't bear the thought

I said, babe, you're not lost

Life can show no mercy

It can tear your soul apart

It can make you feel like you've gone crazy

But you're not

Though things have seemed to change

There's one thing that's still the same

In my heart you have remained

And we can fly fly fly away

'Cause you are not alone

And i am there with you

And we'll get lost together

Till the light comes pouring through

'Cause when you feel like you're done

And the darkness has won

Babe, you're not lost

When the world's crashing down

And you can not bear the thought

I said, baby, you're not lost

2007-09-24T16:02:00.000+08:00

So far life is moving the way it is meant to be... except for the fact that... Its been a long time since I played bowling... According to my calculations... I did not bowl for a week... This is so frustrating... I can't bear the temptation... You can say that, 'why didn't you go bowl yourself?' But actually... it is due to financial problem... You see... I can't be asking my mum or anybody else for money... I have to earn the money myself in order to have what i want... Well... Till now...

ARTISTIC VALUE

2007-09-21T14:24:00.001+08:00

I had always love art... Graffiti especially... i had never tried it before with the real materials such as spray paint and all that... but i really am engrossed drawing it... once i started on it... i won't stop... one thing about graffiti is that ... i could express my feelings... when i am angry... i design firey red drawings... during the happy times... i had all my designs green and blue... which are my cheerful colours...

painting... i always get mesmerized by the beauty of batik painting... traditional art is sometimes beter than modern art... in my view... of course... the prolific language described through paintings... making me more inspired at every masterpiece i view...

to be honest... i am the sentimental type of person who is 'berhati perut' unlike others...

2007-09-19T15:21:00.000+08:00

Freak!!! Damn stressed nowadays... There seem to be mounts of them... homework i mean... i just can't concentrate on studies... but when it comes to playing... i am no. 1... Especially bowling... recently... I'd score a total of 173 points... that's my first ever highest score above 170... congrats to me...

I am such a lazy freako... Never thought of studying... no wonder i am stupid... STUPID!

2007-09-14T14:37:00.000+08:00

-it's such a simple day
-but feeling very moody due to the fact that i caught a flu
-it have been a week since i got it
-its damn boring during mother tongue lesson
-mdm rahimah was absent and will be for the rest of next week
-totally feverish during home econs class
-making me unable to focus
-can't believe the exams is just two weeks away from now
-extremely stressed with fasting... revision... homework
-don't have time to surf the internet often nowadays

Freako?

2007-09-12T16:35:00.000+08:00

Yeah... you got that right... FREAKO... I call myself as so due to my habit of addressing people as freako... If I am not wrong that word have been one of my favourites since my friend... a close friend... started calling people as MORON or better f****** MORON... as expected, it was her favourite word or should I say phrase... I followed her example... I found a good word but... Not as good as hers... I don't usually say rude words... Therefore, I found a simple but nice word which is freako... To me it means something like DIMBO or DUMMY... But since every individuals have their own opinion... I don't mind what people think of it as long as I am comfortable with it... So freakos... no matter where you are... I am always with you...

Who is Shalin?

2007-09-12T15:40:00.000+08:00

Shalin is... Well, what I know about her is that... she is a girl, and that's for sure... But the last thing on her list is girlish stuff... she loves green even though people dislike it... She is currently adapting to an environment in Christ Church Secondary School... But before that, a student from Marsiling Primary School... bowling is her thing.. nothing can take her mind off bowling... her appearance... well, she is kinda fat but could say cheeky... She put on green specs... what big eyes and small nose she have... all those attached to a pimpled surface... next, her character... She absolutely have no negative attitude but... A big BUT... Her temper is off the hook whenever some FREAKO get on her nerves... especially... that is out of the question... now, moving on... she got the nerdy character in her... but hey, she is damn stupid... I don't mean stupid that she can't even spell... It's just that her education is not that high, you see...

okay thats it... I don't want to continue... I can't believe I had just betrayed my dearest friend... Will she ever forgive me???